My friend, Mel, and I have been working together to push refined sugar out of our diets. We started this two weeks ago yesterday and are still going strong. I've noticed some interesting things throughout the process.
1. It was not as hard as I thought it would be. Going sugar-free in the summer is definitely the way to do it since there are so many yummo fruits available this time of the year.
2. Once I got past the first couple of days, any cravings I was having were gone. G.O.N.E. I am an ice cream lover, and though I am sure I still love, love, love it...(it's only been 2 weeks after all) I have passed it up and haven't really been craving it like I usually do.
3. In addition to the sugar cravings, the salt cravings are also gone.
4. There are so many sugar-free options for yummy stuff. SF pudding is probably my fav. I know that people will argue that sugar is better for you than the fake stuff, but seriously? Right now (for me) I needed to detox...so it's working for me!
5. You can go to restaurants (including Golden Corral) and not hog down. That's right - you can order good for you food at restaurants...who knew? (certainly not me judging by previous eating out adventures)
So - those are some of the things I've noticed right off the top. I'm not saying I'll never eat sugar again, but it certainly has made a difference in the way I see food right now.
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
BONKO
Last night, John and I were invited to join 5 other couples in playing Bonko, we had a great time. It's a dice game that's totally chance (no skill involved) and it moves quickly. You move partners, so that's fun too - it keeps the game fresh which is especially important since you're just rolling dice over and over again.
Except for the couple that invited us, we were the only people under 40 - that's a great way to feel young again! The older couples were hilarious, and it was fun to watch how they interacted with each other. We were invited to join their little group that meets once a month to play - they rotate homes so that everyone gets a chance to host. I think we'll join them - it would be a great way to get to know some new people.
Anchorage is SO small. We got there not expecting to know anyone except for the people who invited us, and we ended up knowing another couple there. They had gone through the adoption seminar with us and had a lot of the same feelings/experiences we've had since going through it. It was great talking with them and feeling not quite so alone.
Except for the couple that invited us, we were the only people under 40 - that's a great way to feel young again! The older couples were hilarious, and it was fun to watch how they interacted with each other. We were invited to join their little group that meets once a month to play - they rotate homes so that everyone gets a chance to host. I think we'll join them - it would be a great way to get to know some new people.
Anchorage is SO small. We got there not expecting to know anyone except for the people who invited us, and we ended up knowing another couple there. They had gone through the adoption seminar with us and had a lot of the same feelings/experiences we've had since going through it. It was great talking with them and feeling not quite so alone.
Monday, July 13, 2009
Jessica and Nick
Dear Jessica and Nick,
Get back together. Now's the time. You're both free, and you know that you guys belong together. Don't let the mistake you made a coule of years ago get worse by remaining apart.
Love,
Stephanie
Get back together. Now's the time. You're both free, and you know that you guys belong together. Don't let the mistake you made a coule of years ago get worse by remaining apart.
Love,
Stephanie
Thursday, July 9, 2009
Hazy Daze
Whew - there's a LOT of smoke in the air these days. I guess there are over 50 fires burning in Alaska right now - and we're certainly seeing our share of smoke here. It makes me not want to go outside, something about not being able to see the mountains that are so close, and smelling the smokey air makes me want to protect my lungs.
I have to admit that the 64 degree weather is much welcomed after our "hot" week. We made it up to 85 at our house and hotter in some areas of town - trust me it feels different in AK compared to 85 in other places. People don't have AC - in their homes or in their businesses. So at work, one of the offices was 87 degrees with fans on and windows open. Not that fun to work in! And with the pregnant women milling around in here too - they must be miserable!
ChaLEAN has been going well. I was pretty sore Tuesday, but not so much today or yesterday. SO far so good - it is pretty hard work and I'm tired after, but it feels good.
What else...not much! We're pretty boring though it seems like we've always got something going on!
I have to admit that the 64 degree weather is much welcomed after our "hot" week. We made it up to 85 at our house and hotter in some areas of town - trust me it feels different in AK compared to 85 in other places. People don't have AC - in their homes or in their businesses. So at work, one of the offices was 87 degrees with fans on and windows open. Not that fun to work in! And with the pregnant women milling around in here too - they must be miserable!
ChaLEAN has been going well. I was pretty sore Tuesday, but not so much today or yesterday. SO far so good - it is pretty hard work and I'm tired after, but it feels good.
What else...not much! We're pretty boring though it seems like we've always got something going on!
Monday, July 6, 2009
ChaLEAN Extreme
Today was my first workout with ChaLean Extreme. She's the lady that does the Turbo Jam videos (they're so much fun) - and since a friend was trying the 90 day commitment to ChaLean Extreme, I thought I would too. It took me 2 weeks to get excited enough about it to be committed to do it for the 90 days. This is less cardio and more weights...actually, mostly weights. I'm usually not into weights and prefer doing something more "fun" but I know that muscle burns fat and since there's plenty of fat to go around...here I go!
So far...so good. Of course it's only the first day...and it did hurt. A lot. But again, it's only the first day! Tomorrow is a rest day so I'll find something else to do (or maybe just take it easy) and then off to more Extreme!
So far...so good. Of course it's only the first day...and it did hurt. A lot. But again, it's only the first day! Tomorrow is a rest day so I'll find something else to do (or maybe just take it easy) and then off to more Extreme!
Saturday, July 4, 2009
It's the little things...
I must be bored lately. This morning I made pancakes for breakfast. John was late getting home so by the time he got here I had already eaten. He sat down with his plate and started to butter his pancakes and one rolled off his plate like a coin and rolled onto the table and bounced off my purse and landed butter side down.
Apparently this is funny...because I couldn't stop laughing. After he picked it up the pancake left a perfect butter imprint - including the streaks his knife had made - on the glass table.
It's these little things in life that really crack me up! What a cute way to start the morning.
Apparently this is funny...because I couldn't stop laughing. After he picked it up the pancake left a perfect butter imprint - including the streaks his knife had made - on the glass table.
It's these little things in life that really crack me up! What a cute way to start the morning.
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Social Networking...is it the end of conversation?
I'm sad about what texting has done to communication in America. It used to be that when you were with people, you were with them, and they were with you. Now when you’re with people, they are distracted by their texts, checking email and Facebook while they talk to you and thinking about their latest tweet.
I am all for Facebook, and communicating through text, and keeping track of friends – but I am not sure I like what it’s doing to me, and what it’s doing to people in general. I think social networking is making it harder for people to communicate in normal ways.
Here’s the thing – people aren’t really able to have phone conversations anymore. They’re so used to talking in clipped sentences that phone conversations are becoming hard. Where I work – many people just “drop in” and expect to be able to get an appointment. While it’s true we do walk-ins we can only do them if we have time/people to take the appointments, and usually we just can’t. It seems like it would make much more sense to call ahead and see if there are available appointments rather than wasting time driving over here, walking up the stairs and discovering you can’t get in.
But young people just aren’t into calling. They text their friends, and in many cases their parents. They keep up over the summer on Facebook, Myspace and Twitter. They aren’t able to hold conversations for very long before getting distracted by their phones, they go to the movies and text during movies (why you’d waste $9.50 is beyond me), they have their ear buds in their ears listening to their ipods a majority of the time...it's just sad.
I'm also finding myself more interested in being nosey about other's lives -even people I don't even know! I also find myself thinking I'd rather not talk with someone right now, but perhaps I need some information or just want to see how they are - so I'll email them to get information or to discuss something when phoning them would save so much time and be so much more personal. I think I'm getting socially lazy!
Those are my all too interesting thoughts on social networking - in a social networking environment!
I am all for Facebook, and communicating through text, and keeping track of friends – but I am not sure I like what it’s doing to me, and what it’s doing to people in general. I think social networking is making it harder for people to communicate in normal ways.
Here’s the thing – people aren’t really able to have phone conversations anymore. They’re so used to talking in clipped sentences that phone conversations are becoming hard. Where I work – many people just “drop in” and expect to be able to get an appointment. While it’s true we do walk-ins we can only do them if we have time/people to take the appointments, and usually we just can’t. It seems like it would make much more sense to call ahead and see if there are available appointments rather than wasting time driving over here, walking up the stairs and discovering you can’t get in.
But young people just aren’t into calling. They text their friends, and in many cases their parents. They keep up over the summer on Facebook, Myspace and Twitter. They aren’t able to hold conversations for very long before getting distracted by their phones, they go to the movies and text during movies (why you’d waste $9.50 is beyond me), they have their ear buds in their ears listening to their ipods a majority of the time...it's just sad.
I'm also finding myself more interested in being nosey about other's lives -even people I don't even know! I also find myself thinking I'd rather not talk with someone right now, but perhaps I need some information or just want to see how they are - so I'll email them to get information or to discuss something when phoning them would save so much time and be so much more personal. I think I'm getting socially lazy!
Those are my all too interesting thoughts on social networking - in a social networking environment!
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Stuck in Maui - maybe not as fun as you might think!
Whew – what a weekend!
My friend, Mel, and I went to Maui for a whirlwind of girlfriend fun in the sun! We left Friday afternoon and arrived on Maui in the evening. We used the GPS (we named her Ginger) to help us find a place to eat. She took us about 30 minutes away to a place that we couldn’t find – so we ended up eating at Gumps – I’m not complaining! I love their shrimp!
Saturday morning we laid on the beach until my freckled skin needed shade and we decided to drive to Hana. What an amazing drive – it’s interesting how most of the vegetation in Hawaii is not native and yet it all grows so well. We met some fun people and had a great time driving the road – I had a great time riding – I’m not sure Mel had as much fun as I had – it was pretty white knuckled driving.
We decided not to drive the whole road because it was getting dark and the driving was pretty scary – so we turned around and headed back to Kihei. We got dinner at a great restaurant (the one that Ginger couldn’t seem to find) and headed to bed.
Since we were leaving on Sunday – we went to the beach in the morning and then spent most of the shopping at the outdoor market and bumming around Lehaina. We decided to head to the airport a bit early and catch some dinner – this is where the fun starts. We came to an abrupt halt at a long line of cars on the highway that led to the airport. Wegot on the phone and started calling around to friends in AK to see if they could find a phone number we could call to find out what was up and if we should turn around. We did find out what was up (after several failed attempts to contact the police because everyone else on the road was also trying to call) that there was a brush fire and the road was closed. This was the only road out of Lahaina – and the only way to get to the airport.
This was a problem.
So – we decided to wait it out for a while – three hours to be exact. After about an hour we decided it would be a good idea to contact the car rental place and the airlines. They were both aware of the problem and asked us to call back when it got closer to our flight if we were still stuck. We saw the most amazing sunset while we waited, and then it got dark. By then everyone had turned off their cars, and without the headlights darkness overtook us pretty fast. Talk about eerie.
Once we had rebooked our flights and let the rental car know that we were going to need the car an extra day, we headed back to Lehaina. Passing about three miles of cars in darkness was pretty weird too. Our next job was to get a room – I used Ginger again and started calling hotels – booked – booked – booked! I finally found one, and we got one of the last three rooms in the hotel! Phew. Thankfully they were not taking advantage of those of us who were stuck and we got a great room with an incredible ocean view. It was 10:00 by the time we got all checked in so we weren’t able to take advantage of the view that night – but in the morning it was breathtaking.
As soon as we awoke Monday morning – I called work and explained what was going on – I’m sure you can imagine the laughter over being “stuck in Hawaii”…not as fun as it sounds! Then I called the front desk and we found out the road was open – YAY! It had opened at 6:00 that morning so I’m glad we didn’t try to wait it out. We spent the morning hanging out on the lanai – it was raining so we saw the most intense rainbow I’d ever seen. Then off to the airport – we had to go through Seattle which was a bit annoying since we’d had tickets direct to Anchorage…but whatever – more miles.
It could have been worse – getting stuck in Hawaii is probably the best place to be stuck. Beats Ketchikan or something! J Even with all of that annoyance, it was a great trip and I’d do it again in a heartbeat. Of course I forgot my camera – I still can’t believe it. It’s embarrassing…but we did get one of those throw away cameras so as soon as I can put up photos I will.
When I finally made it into work this morning there was a fire extinguisher on my desk…and a photo of a fire on my desktop. Brother...people love me! J What an adventure!
My friend, Mel, and I went to Maui for a whirlwind of girlfriend fun in the sun! We left Friday afternoon and arrived on Maui in the evening. We used the GPS (we named her Ginger) to help us find a place to eat. She took us about 30 minutes away to a place that we couldn’t find – so we ended up eating at Gumps – I’m not complaining! I love their shrimp!
Saturday morning we laid on the beach until my freckled skin needed shade and we decided to drive to Hana. What an amazing drive – it’s interesting how most of the vegetation in Hawaii is not native and yet it all grows so well. We met some fun people and had a great time driving the road – I had a great time riding – I’m not sure Mel had as much fun as I had – it was pretty white knuckled driving.
We decided not to drive the whole road because it was getting dark and the driving was pretty scary – so we turned around and headed back to Kihei. We got dinner at a great restaurant (the one that Ginger couldn’t seem to find) and headed to bed.
Since we were leaving on Sunday – we went to the beach in the morning and then spent most of the shopping at the outdoor market and bumming around Lehaina. We decided to head to the airport a bit early and catch some dinner – this is where the fun starts. We came to an abrupt halt at a long line of cars on the highway that led to the airport. Wegot on the phone and started calling around to friends in AK to see if they could find a phone number we could call to find out what was up and if we should turn around. We did find out what was up (after several failed attempts to contact the police because everyone else on the road was also trying to call) that there was a brush fire and the road was closed. This was the only road out of Lahaina – and the only way to get to the airport.
This was a problem.
So – we decided to wait it out for a while – three hours to be exact. After about an hour we decided it would be a good idea to contact the car rental place and the airlines. They were both aware of the problem and asked us to call back when it got closer to our flight if we were still stuck. We saw the most amazing sunset while we waited, and then it got dark. By then everyone had turned off their cars, and without the headlights darkness overtook us pretty fast. Talk about eerie.
Once we had rebooked our flights and let the rental car know that we were going to need the car an extra day, we headed back to Lehaina. Passing about three miles of cars in darkness was pretty weird too. Our next job was to get a room – I used Ginger again and started calling hotels – booked – booked – booked! I finally found one, and we got one of the last three rooms in the hotel! Phew. Thankfully they were not taking advantage of those of us who were stuck and we got a great room with an incredible ocean view. It was 10:00 by the time we got all checked in so we weren’t able to take advantage of the view that night – but in the morning it was breathtaking.
As soon as we awoke Monday morning – I called work and explained what was going on – I’m sure you can imagine the laughter over being “stuck in Hawaii”…not as fun as it sounds! Then I called the front desk and we found out the road was open – YAY! It had opened at 6:00 that morning so I’m glad we didn’t try to wait it out. We spent the morning hanging out on the lanai – it was raining so we saw the most intense rainbow I’d ever seen. Then off to the airport – we had to go through Seattle which was a bit annoying since we’d had tickets direct to Anchorage…but whatever – more miles.
It could have been worse – getting stuck in Hawaii is probably the best place to be stuck. Beats Ketchikan or something! J Even with all of that annoyance, it was a great trip and I’d do it again in a heartbeat. Of course I forgot my camera – I still can’t believe it. It’s embarrassing…but we did get one of those throw away cameras so as soon as I can put up photos I will.
When I finally made it into work this morning there was a fire extinguisher on my desk…and a photo of a fire on my desktop. Brother...people love me! J What an adventure!
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
sunny days...sweeping the clouds away
I dusted off my rollerblades last night. John and I hit the trail and I thought...has it always hurt this much!? Wow...but it was a beautiful night and we saw some balugas in the water...so worth the shin pain! I guess I should have dusted them off earlier this year. A few more times out on them and I should be good to go!
It was such an incredible day at work yesterday. I just can't stop smiling over it. I saw an ultrasound with triplets...AMAZING! I can't believe God made a woman able to carrry three little humans inside of her. I wanted to cry...but then the phone rang and I had to answer it. It was so gracious of the woman to allow us to come in and see her babies on the screen moving around and everything. Then a woman who had decided to abort her baby came in and changed her mind when she saw her baby moving on the ultrasound. It was amazing...I did cry with that one. What a blessing this job has been!!
It was such an incredible day at work yesterday. I just can't stop smiling over it. I saw an ultrasound with triplets...AMAZING! I can't believe God made a woman able to carrry three little humans inside of her. I wanted to cry...but then the phone rang and I had to answer it. It was so gracious of the woman to allow us to come in and see her babies on the screen moving around and everything. Then a woman who had decided to abort her baby came in and changed her mind when she saw her baby moving on the ultrasound. It was amazing...I did cry with that one. What a blessing this job has been!!
Friday, May 29, 2009
What's new with me?
Good question...
What is new with me?
Not a whole lot! I was sick with a fluish bug...then missed some of the nicest days sick with a coldish bug. Friends - this is what happens when you used to be good about taking your vitamins and then forget for a month or so...oops. Then of course once I'm better it's now all rainy and overcast out. I think I'll still do my planting today though - I won't melt.
I have been out biking, and broke my butt in so as long as I go now and then I should be set for the summer.
What else...work seemed really hard this week. I was writing out the prayer requests to send to our "pray-ers" and for the first time since i started working for CPC the entire email was full only of women considering abortion. I had to remind myself that it's not a fight against flesh and blood, but agains principalities and rulers of the world. That's a hard one to remember.
More excitement as it happens!
What is new with me?
Not a whole lot! I was sick with a fluish bug...then missed some of the nicest days sick with a coldish bug. Friends - this is what happens when you used to be good about taking your vitamins and then forget for a month or so...oops. Then of course once I'm better it's now all rainy and overcast out. I think I'll still do my planting today though - I won't melt.
I have been out biking, and broke my butt in so as long as I go now and then I should be set for the summer.
What else...work seemed really hard this week. I was writing out the prayer requests to send to our "pray-ers" and for the first time since i started working for CPC the entire email was full only of women considering abortion. I had to remind myself that it's not a fight against flesh and blood, but agains principalities and rulers of the world. That's a hard one to remember.
More excitement as it happens!
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Morning Routine
This morning I was getting ready for work, and had the epiphany about my morning routine. I used 10 count them 10 products to get myself together. For those of you extremely interested - here's what I used:
1. Shampoo
2. Conditioner
3. Face Wash
4. Soap
5. toner
6. moisterizer (face)
7. lotion (body)
8. mousse
9. deoderant
10. make-up (I'm counting that as one when really it was three)
WOW! What would I do if I didn't have all of those things every morning - probably look pretty interesting!
1. Shampoo
2. Conditioner
3. Face Wash
4. Soap
5. toner
6. moisterizer (face)
7. lotion (body)
8. mousse
9. deoderant
10. make-up (I'm counting that as one when really it was three)
WOW! What would I do if I didn't have all of those things every morning - probably look pretty interesting!
Monday, May 18, 2009
Almost 50 things you always wanted to know about me
1. What color is your toothbrush? I just got a new one, but I think it’s green
2. Name one person who made you smile today. June
3. What were you doing at 8 am this morning? Getting ready for work
4. What were you doing 45 minutes ago? working
5. What is your favorite candy bar? snickers
7. What is the last thing you said aloud? “CPC Pregnancy Center, this is Stephanie”
8. What is your favorite ice cream? Vanilla something with crunchy/chocolaty somethings
9. What was the last thing you had to drink? water
10. Do you like your wallet? I don’t have one
11. What was the last thing you ate? watermelon
12. Have you bought any new clothing items this week? Not yet ;)
13. The last sporting event you watched? I don’t even know
14. What is your favorite flavor of popcorn? cheese
15. Who is the last person you sent a text message to? Don’t text
16. Ever go camping? Yes
17. Do you take vitamins daily? I used to be religious about this, but have gotten a little side tracked
18. Do you go to church every Sunday? mostly
19. Do you have a tan? I actually do!
20. Do you prefer Chinese food over pizza? Not usually
21. Do you drink your soda with a straw? No, but last night I thought for the first time that a straw would be nice so I could just lay on the couch and drink my 7-up
22. What did your last text message say? Don’t text
23. What are you doing tomorrow? Working and then to a PC party
25. Look to your left, what do you see? June’s desk
26. What color is your watch? silver
27. What do you think of when you hear Australia? “Outback? YESSSSSSSSSSS, you’re from Australia, mate”, Dwight Shrute
29. Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive thru? Usually the drive through
30. What is your favorite number? Have none...that’s dumb
31. Who's the last person you talked to on the phone? Rebecca
32. Any plans today? Going hiking
33. How many states have you lived in? 4- Michigan, Nebraska, Colorado and Alaska.
34. Biggest annoyance right now? People who stomp around
35. Last song listened to? I don’t even know
36. Can you say the alphabet backwards? no
37. Do you have a maid service clean your house? No – but I did ask John if we could get that last night? I don’t think he’s going for it – maybe we can get a wife instead.
38. Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time? Dansko loafers...the best
39. Are you jealous of anyone? My nemesis is jealousy...working on that
40. Is anyone jealous of you? Probably not
41. Do you love anyone? Very much
42. Do any of your friends have children? Yes.
43. What do you usually do during the day? I work...
44. Do you hate anyone that you know right now? No – and that’s a weird question too
45. Do you use the word 'hello' daily? yes
46. What color is your car? blue
47. Do you like cats? no
48. Are you thinking about someone right now? no
49. Have you ever been to Six Flags? Yes, several times
50. How did you get your worst scar? I don’t even really have any scars...maybe a couple scratches, but nothing worth writing home about.
2. Name one person who made you smile today. June
3. What were you doing at 8 am this morning? Getting ready for work
4. What were you doing 45 minutes ago? working
5. What is your favorite candy bar? snickers
7. What is the last thing you said aloud? “CPC Pregnancy Center, this is Stephanie”
8. What is your favorite ice cream? Vanilla something with crunchy/chocolaty somethings
9. What was the last thing you had to drink? water
10. Do you like your wallet? I don’t have one
11. What was the last thing you ate? watermelon
12. Have you bought any new clothing items this week? Not yet ;)
13. The last sporting event you watched? I don’t even know
14. What is your favorite flavor of popcorn? cheese
15. Who is the last person you sent a text message to? Don’t text
16. Ever go camping? Yes
17. Do you take vitamins daily? I used to be religious about this, but have gotten a little side tracked
18. Do you go to church every Sunday? mostly
19. Do you have a tan? I actually do!
20. Do you prefer Chinese food over pizza? Not usually
21. Do you drink your soda with a straw? No, but last night I thought for the first time that a straw would be nice so I could just lay on the couch and drink my 7-up
22. What did your last text message say? Don’t text
23. What are you doing tomorrow? Working and then to a PC party
25. Look to your left, what do you see? June’s desk
26. What color is your watch? silver
27. What do you think of when you hear Australia? “Outback? YESSSSSSSSSSS, you’re from Australia, mate”, Dwight Shrute
29. Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive thru? Usually the drive through
30. What is your favorite number? Have none...that’s dumb
31. Who's the last person you talked to on the phone? Rebecca
32. Any plans today? Going hiking
33. How many states have you lived in? 4- Michigan, Nebraska, Colorado and Alaska.
34. Biggest annoyance right now? People who stomp around
35. Last song listened to? I don’t even know
36. Can you say the alphabet backwards? no
37. Do you have a maid service clean your house? No – but I did ask John if we could get that last night? I don’t think he’s going for it – maybe we can get a wife instead.
38. Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time? Dansko loafers...the best
39. Are you jealous of anyone? My nemesis is jealousy...working on that
40. Is anyone jealous of you? Probably not
41. Do you love anyone? Very much
42. Do any of your friends have children? Yes.
43. What do you usually do during the day? I work...
44. Do you hate anyone that you know right now? No – and that’s a weird question too
45. Do you use the word 'hello' daily? yes
46. What color is your car? blue
47. Do you like cats? no
48. Are you thinking about someone right now? no
49. Have you ever been to Six Flags? Yes, several times
50. How did you get your worst scar? I don’t even really have any scars...maybe a couple scratches, but nothing worth writing home about.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Lower (to the) 48
I spent the past few days in Colorado and Nebraska visiting family. I had a great time driving across th
e plains with my parents and seeing cousins and other extended family.
I flew into Denver on Wednesday and my dad picked me up at the airport and we headed to Colorado Springs. we had a relaxing evening hanging out and getting ready to leave the following morning. Thursday we headed up to Kearney, NE and drove and drove and drove. I've always (maybe not always) enjoyed my parents, and this was no exception. On Friday I headed over to the graduation and my parents caught up with us later at the reception.
My cousin, Ashley, graduated with a Masters in Counseling, and I am so proud of her. She has overcome quite a bit in her life to get this far, I'm so thankful I got to be there to watch her walk across the stage.
I got to hang out with Ashley some that night - I got the fabulous tour of Kearney, let me tell you it was so exciting. There's something about small town life that definitely appeals to me. I like the slower pace and the safe feeling, but I'm not sure I'd really like to live there long term.
We drove back to CO on Saturday, but not before we went to the Arch - wow. If you are at all into history - especially the Oregon Trail and the like, it was a very fun museum. It's basically a museum that stretches over the interstate (those are roads that go from state to state for those of you in AK :)) and it covers the history of the area from the Oregon Trail to I-80 being put in.
Here's me with a steroid taking bison.
When we got back to CO, I caught up with my sister who had been at the National Day of Prayers with Focus on the Family. We had a great time catching a movie together and going to theBridge at New Life on Sunday evening. It was fun to meet her friends and see a little part of her life.
I was sad that John's work kept him from going, but it was time for me to see my family and in some good time with them. It makes me miss being able to drive somewhere for a few hours and come out in another state...but I don't think I could move out of Alaska if I tried!
My dad and I - now you can see where I get my good looks!
e plains with my parents and seeing cousins and other extended family.I flew into Denver on Wednesday and my dad picked me up at the airport and we headed to Colorado Springs. we had a relaxing evening hanging out and getting ready to leave the following morning. Thursday we headed up to Kearney, NE and drove and drove and drove. I've always (maybe not always) enjoyed my parents, and this was no exception. On Friday I headed over to the graduation and my parents caught up with us later at the reception.
My cousin, Ashley, graduated with a Masters in Counseling, and I am so proud of her. She has overcome quite a bit in her life to get this far, I'm so thankful I got to be there to watch her walk across the stage.
I got to hang out with Ashley some that night - I got the fabulous tour of Kearney, let me tell you it was so exciting. There's something about small town life that definitely appeals to me. I like the slower pace and the safe feeling, but I'm not sure I'd really like to live there long term.
We drove back to CO on Saturday, but not before we went to the Arch - wow. If you are at all into history - especially the Oregon Trail and the like, it was a very fun museum. It's basically a museum that stretches over the interstate (those are roads that go from state to state for those of you in AK :)) and it covers the history of the area from the Oregon Trail to I-80 being put in.Here's me with a steroid taking bison.
When we got back to CO, I caught up with my sister who had been at the National Day of Prayers with Focus on the Family. We had a great time catching a movie together and going to theBridge at New Life on Sunday evening. It was fun to meet her friends and see a little part of her life.
I was sad that John's work kept him from going, but it was time for me to see my family and in some good time with them. It makes me miss being able to drive somewhere for a few hours and come out in another state...but I don't think I could move out of Alaska if I tried!
My dad and I - now you can see where I get my good looks!
Saturday, May 2, 2009
Outside Fun
It's official. I have my first ever Alaskan sunburn...oops. I've never really worried about the sun here because of the low altitude, and I never seemed to be out enough in the real sun to worry about it. Until yesterday....oops.
But the good news is - i've been loving every second that I've spent out in our perfect 65 or so degree weather - LOVE IT!
In other news - we're getting ready to scoot out the door for a BBQ. I have no idea what we're bringing, and my car is almost out of gas...so many things to worry about! :) And, frankly, who cares when it's so nice out.
But the good news is - i've been loving every second that I've spent out in our perfect 65 or so degree weather - LOVE IT!
In other news - we're getting ready to scoot out the door for a BBQ. I have no idea what we're bringing, and my car is almost out of gas...so many things to worry about! :) And, frankly, who cares when it's so nice out.
Monday, April 27, 2009
Boneman's Daughters
I just finished Ted Dekker’s new book Boneman’s Daughter. It was one of his more ‘disturbing’ books – seriously- it kept me awake at night. Note to self – when your husband works nights, do your best not to read scary books…by yourself…in the dark…when you have a bush right outside your bedroom window and it’s windy outside and you live in Spenard. I was hearing every sound outside – sitting straight up in bed straining to hear if that was next door or in my house…whoa.
Back to the book – while it was kind of freaky, the message was very clear. Ted’s message is almost always about the Love our Father has for us, and this book was no different, but the way that he illustrated our Father rescuing us from the lure of sin and Satan himself was better in this book than any of his recent books. It was similar to the Black/Red/White books in the message – with the same “love that knows no boundaries, would go anywhere to rescue one of His own” sort of message.
I would recommend reading it – and Ted’s other recent book “Kiss.” To be honest, I felt like both books were some of his best work.
Back to the book – while it was kind of freaky, the message was very clear. Ted’s message is almost always about the Love our Father has for us, and this book was no different, but the way that he illustrated our Father rescuing us from the lure of sin and Satan himself was better in this book than any of his recent books. It was similar to the Black/Red/White books in the message – with the same “love that knows no boundaries, would go anywhere to rescue one of His own” sort of message.
I would recommend reading it – and Ted’s other recent book “Kiss.” To be honest, I felt like both books were some of his best work.
Saturday, April 25, 2009
First 5K of the season
So this morning was the first 5K of the season for me - it was fun, we had a great time. There were way too many people there and I felt pretty squished, but once we got going it was cool.
A funny thing happened, I know one of the guys running for mayor (not Dan Sullivan) and I did not vote for him, nor will I in the upcoming run off election, but I know him personally and saw him at the race so I said hello. He asked me to wear one of his little campaign signs on my bib. I wanted to say no thank you but don't have the guts to say no (like ever) so I just said "okay." and put it in my pocket. I kept seeing him ALL OVER THE PLACE and was all weirded out about him knowing I didn't have it on my bib.
I care about the weirdest things.
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
This doesn't happen every day...
John and I went out to eat last night and were sitting across from a very chatty/social three year old. I had made eye contact with her a couple of times and she smiled at me, and I smiled at her. We had just gone on a long walk right before we went out to eat so we weren't exactly snazzy - I was wearing work out pants and a t-shirt and John was wearing "work out pants" which for him means jeans and an old t-shirt.
John left our table to get something and I "felt" that feeling you get when you know people are looking at you. I thought maybe they were jealous of my sweet looking outfit. Then the little girl points at me and says "Mommy, I like that girl's hair!"
Oh man - so many compliments bundled into one sentence:
1. She liked my hair (does a woman get a better compliment than that? I can't remember the last time someone said that to me)
2. She called me a girl. At 33 that goes a long way.
I had a smile for most of the rest of the evening...simple minds...simple pleasures! :)
John left our table to get something and I "felt" that feeling you get when you know people are looking at you. I thought maybe they were jealous of my sweet looking outfit. Then the little girl points at me and says "Mommy, I like that girl's hair!"
Oh man - so many compliments bundled into one sentence:
1. She liked my hair (does a woman get a better compliment than that? I can't remember the last time someone said that to me)
2. She called me a girl. At 33 that goes a long way.
I had a smile for most of the rest of the evening...simple minds...simple pleasures! :)
Thursday, April 16, 2009
A long hard road...
John and I have been slowly working on filling out forms and forms and applications and applications and papers and papers for adoption. Yesterday I went to drop off our fingerprints for the background search and almost had a breakdown.
There is so much to do in this process, and I thought if I could just drop off our fingerprints, it would be one thing I could actually check off our long list. So, after work, I skipped my workout and headed over to the troopers office - not at all out of the way on my drive home. When I got in there I saw a sign that said "No credit cards or debit cards." For some reason - this really ticked me off. I only had my credit card, and we had taken the checkbook out of my purse a couple nights before for taxes. So all I had was $10 and my credit card. And seriously - aren't they going to get their money for sure if I use my credit card? What if some person comes in there and writes a lame check? These are things to consider!
I wanted to cry. All I wanted to do was drop off my fingerprints and pay to have someone dig through my past. Let me use a credit card - would you? After I talked to John and calmed down (a lot) I realized how silly it was to get so upset over something like that. I mean seriously - what was the worst that happened...I went back today and dropped them off and paid for them by check. See? No harm done, and something checked off my list.
I just wish I could have dropped it off yesterday.
There is so much to do in this process, and I thought if I could just drop off our fingerprints, it would be one thing I could actually check off our long list. So, after work, I skipped my workout and headed over to the troopers office - not at all out of the way on my drive home. When I got in there I saw a sign that said "No credit cards or debit cards." For some reason - this really ticked me off. I only had my credit card, and we had taken the checkbook out of my purse a couple nights before for taxes. So all I had was $10 and my credit card. And seriously - aren't they going to get their money for sure if I use my credit card? What if some person comes in there and writes a lame check? These are things to consider!
I wanted to cry. All I wanted to do was drop off my fingerprints and pay to have someone dig through my past. Let me use a credit card - would you? After I talked to John and calmed down (a lot) I realized how silly it was to get so upset over something like that. I mean seriously - what was the worst that happened...I went back today and dropped them off and paid for them by check. See? No harm done, and something checked off my list.
I just wish I could have dropped it off yesterday.
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Breaking up is hard to do...
I have a love/hate relationship with “Break – Up" - for those of you outside, break-up is when the snow melts, the ground melts and everything green reappears. It's a mess.
I love that we’re getting closer and closer to summer, and hate that it’s such a mess. There is water everywhere and it seems the whole town is brown and dingy. This year, the roads are worse than I’ve ever seen them, I have a theory that they're so bad because we had a deeper freeze than normal. The ruts appear to be breaking all the way through the asphalt and driving to work this morning there was broken road most of the way. The potholes are big enough to swallow a car (close to the size of Montana).
Still, spring has sprung…my tulips will reappear, and we will be playing outside shortly. In the meantime, I’ll scoop poop, rake the yard, and put up with the wet, brown mess knowing summer is coming.
And try not to think about what happens once summer is gone! J
I love that we’re getting closer and closer to summer, and hate that it’s such a mess. There is water everywhere and it seems the whole town is brown and dingy. This year, the roads are worse than I’ve ever seen them, I have a theory that they're so bad because we had a deeper freeze than normal. The ruts appear to be breaking all the way through the asphalt and driving to work this morning there was broken road most of the way. The potholes are big enough to swallow a car (close to the size of Montana).
Still, spring has sprung…my tulips will reappear, and we will be playing outside shortly. In the meantime, I’ll scoop poop, rake the yard, and put up with the wet, brown mess knowing summer is coming.
And try not to think about what happens once summer is gone! J
Saturday, April 11, 2009
Night out with the girls
I had fun tonight - I went out with a few friends to a movie (Paul Blart, Mall Cop at the Bear Tooth) and dessert (at Sugar Spoon...yum!). It's funny how even five years ago a "night out" meant that we'd at least be out past 10:00...tonight I was ready to go home at 8:30 (mostly because I hadn't seen John all day and wanted to spend a few minutes with him before he went to work tonight).
I've really come to appreciate this particular group of girls because we've all been friends for over 10 years. We met when we were all college aged, single women, wondering what God had in store for our lives. Now we've seen it all - seen each other get married, have children, move around the country, reconnect with family members - it's been amazing. One of the coolest things is that these women share the same faith as me, and no matter what has changed in our lives, that remains constant.
Anyway...lots of laughing, lots of calories and a good time. YAY for girls night out (even if I am home by 8:30)!
I've really come to appreciate this particular group of girls because we've all been friends for over 10 years. We met when we were all college aged, single women, wondering what God had in store for our lives. Now we've seen it all - seen each other get married, have children, move around the country, reconnect with family members - it's been amazing. One of the coolest things is that these women share the same faith as me, and no matter what has changed in our lives, that remains constant.
Anyway...lots of laughing, lots of calories and a good time. YAY for girls night out (even if I am home by 8:30)!
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
VOTE!
I admit - I really do get my underwear in a bunch over this one. My Marlene has heard this rant so many times she's probably already decided not to read this blog! :) I really struggle with people not voting in municipal elections.
It matters who our mayor is. It matters more than people might think. I won't go into a huge lecture on this, but who our mayor is is so important to our every day lives, it impacts us in more ways than you may think. In my opinion, who is in office over our city is in some ways more important than who our governor is.
And the bonds...don't get me started on those. Property taxes alone and the threat of higher taxes with all the millions in bonds on this last ballot should push (at the very least) homeowners to the polls. But yesterday's election boasted only a 25% turnout - which is average for our city. It's so sad.
Also - while I'm on the subject...I know that Sen. Stevens would have been voted in again had that bogus trial not been going on. I'm just sayin...things would have looked a lot different for the US senate had he hadn't been in that mess.
It matters who our mayor is. It matters more than people might think. I won't go into a huge lecture on this, but who our mayor is is so important to our every day lives, it impacts us in more ways than you may think. In my opinion, who is in office over our city is in some ways more important than who our governor is.
And the bonds...don't get me started on those. Property taxes alone and the threat of higher taxes with all the millions in bonds on this last ballot should push (at the very least) homeowners to the polls. But yesterday's election boasted only a 25% turnout - which is average for our city. It's so sad.
Also - while I'm on the subject...I know that Sen. Stevens would have been voted in again had that bogus trial not been going on. I'm just sayin...things would have looked a lot different for the US senate had he hadn't been in that mess.
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
It's been so nice!
I'm fighting a cold...or allergies or something, not sure which - but I can't complain because seriously - it's been SO NICE outside!
We're melting like crazy - lakes everywhere, hiding ginormous potholes - and I love it. I know that my tulips are going to poke up in a couple of weeks, the rhubarb is probably already getting excited under the snow, and the soil in the shed will be ready for flowers in another month! YAY!
In the meantime, I wear my water boots - slog through the puddles and put up with the dripping because I know the spring is on its way!
We're melting like crazy - lakes everywhere, hiding ginormous potholes - and I love it. I know that my tulips are going to poke up in a couple of weeks, the rhubarb is probably already getting excited under the snow, and the soil in the shed will be ready for flowers in another month! YAY!
In the meantime, I wear my water boots - slog through the puddles and put up with the dripping because I know the spring is on its way!
Saturday, April 4, 2009
I so like Saturdays
I just love Saturdays. I don't usually have anything I have to do, and it's nice just taking my time doing things and not feeling rushed. Today I worked on laundry and hung out at the house in the morning, and then went shopping and hung out with a friend in the afternoon. By the time I got home this evening, John was awake so we got to spend the evening together.
I tried a new recipe for quiche for dinner and it turned out really yummy...mmmmmssss.
We're off to John's parent's house to pick up the girls and take them for a walk - we have sunshine and clear skies today...not a day to waste inside!
I tried a new recipe for quiche for dinner and it turned out really yummy...mmmmmssss.
We're off to John's parent's house to pick up the girls and take them for a walk - we have sunshine and clear skies today...not a day to waste inside!
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
Birthday Fun
So yesterday was my birthday (the crowd goes wild) and I had a great time. People at work were so sweet, someone brought in muffins and someone brought in peach cobbler and there were lots of Happy Birthdays on my FB page. I even got a birthday card from my friends at the Girl Scouts...awwwww.....
John was awesome this year, he brought home potted Easter Lillies and the sweetest birthday card I have ever seen. He also gave me an i-touch and we had a fun time last night playing with some of the applications. We went out to dinner with John's mom and with some friends - Mongolian BBQ. It's been a while since we've had a chance to hang out with these friends, so it was a extra special treat.
I tried to keep it a WW friendly birthday and that went pretty well - yay John for helping me with that.
Not much else goes on - day to day stuff. We're trying to catch up with friends that have been ignored the last few months under the mounds of our stress. Thank God for friends that understand how that gets put on hold now and then.
John was awesome this year, he brought home potted Easter Lillies and the sweetest birthday card I have ever seen. He also gave me an i-touch and we had a fun time last night playing with some of the applications. We went out to dinner with John's mom and with some friends - Mongolian BBQ. It's been a while since we've had a chance to hang out with these friends, so it was a extra special treat.
I tried to keep it a WW friendly birthday and that went pretty well - yay John for helping me with that.
Not much else goes on - day to day stuff. We're trying to catch up with friends that have been ignored the last few months under the mounds of our stress. Thank God for friends that understand how that gets put on hold now and then.
Friday, March 27, 2009
Friday WI
So this morning I really didn't want to go to WW. I made myself go because this is how I start down the slippery slope. I do really great for a couple of weeks and then lose my motivation and start to get bored, easily slipping into old habits. That happened this week. The pattern is thus: quit going because I'm afraid of a gain, think I'm going to do better this next week, know I didn't do better this next week, don't go back.
So I decided to bite the bullet knowing that we went out for pizza, not once, not twice but THREE times this week, had birthday cake, enjoyed WAY too many Girl Scout Cookies, etc. So...um...I went anyway and I'm glad I did. It wasn't so bad - up .8, really could have been much worse.
So here I am - back on the wagon and starting a new week!
So I decided to bite the bullet knowing that we went out for pizza, not once, not twice but THREE times this week, had birthday cake, enjoyed WAY too many Girl Scout Cookies, etc. So...um...I went anyway and I'm glad I did. It wasn't so bad - up .8, really could have been much worse.
So here I am - back on the wagon and starting a new week!
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Lipstick
You know how there are certain smells that can lift you out of wherever you are and transplant you to another place? There is a smell that makes me think of my Grandma - I'm not even sure I could describe it, but I know when I smell it.
Lipstick has a scent to it that makes me think of my mom. It has that distinguishing smell that no matter which brand it is - it seems to always remain the same scent. My mom is "fancy" she has always been a make-up wearer and I admire her because she always looks so nice. She takes care of her clothes and is very neat in appearance (except when she wears her shih-tzu t-shirts - Jeni's got my back on that one).
This morning I was putting on lipstick in the car - this is unusual for me, I'm usually a gloss wearer...and the scent drew me right back to CO - with my mom...standing in the bathroom with her watching her apply makeup. It made me really miss being with my family.
I've been contemplating a trip to Colorado for a few weeks and it's been hard to make up my mind because I don't want to take time off without pay now and then not be able to take it again when John is able to go. But after this morning, missing my family, I think I'll just go ahead and go. It's been a year since I've been there - it's definately time.
All that from a tube of lipstick.
Lipstick has a scent to it that makes me think of my mom. It has that distinguishing smell that no matter which brand it is - it seems to always remain the same scent. My mom is "fancy" she has always been a make-up wearer and I admire her because she always looks so nice. She takes care of her clothes and is very neat in appearance (except when she wears her shih-tzu t-shirts - Jeni's got my back on that one).
This morning I was putting on lipstick in the car - this is unusual for me, I'm usually a gloss wearer...and the scent drew me right back to CO - with my mom...standing in the bathroom with her watching her apply makeup. It made me really miss being with my family.
I've been contemplating a trip to Colorado for a few weeks and it's been hard to make up my mind because I don't want to take time off without pay now and then not be able to take it again when John is able to go. But after this morning, missing my family, I think I'll just go ahead and go. It's been a year since I've been there - it's definately time.
All that from a tube of lipstick.
Monday, March 23, 2009
Life lessons
In the spirit of changing things in my life, there's an area I've been working on for some time, but need to allow God to work on it too.
My new job has challenged me in the area of being judgemental. I have always had the desire to be "right" and have shoveled out advice when it wasn't requested and/or needed, and have been quick to have the right answer for someone even when it's none of my business (which of course is most of the time). My job has really challenged me - I cannot judge the women who come in for our services. Sure, I probably have some ideas/truth that could save them from being in the same position again...for example, they could practice abstinence. But my knowledge isn't what they need - they need love. And learning this at work has pushed me to thinking of how I can apply it to my own life.
Don't get me wrong here - I'm not saying that they should receive love without truth - but I am realizing more and more that truth spoken in love should come directly from the Lord, not from whatever ideas I may have gleaned in life ( I know - duh - but sometimes I am a slow learner). Sure - life experience can give you all kinds of advice of what works and doesn't work, and it's not bad to offer it to someone who is asking for help. But what I'm talking about is coming to conclusions about a person based on decisions you see them making.
Our pastor spoke yesterday about the great compassion God had for the people of Nineva. Did they deserve God's compassion? - not according to Jonah. And he was right - they were a wicked people who didn't seem interested in change. But when they did hear the truth, they repented, the king repented and the entire city including the animals fasted.
Guess what? I don't know people's hearts or intentions, nor do I know what might happen if I show them love and speak truth to them rather than thinking I know everything that they should do? What if I listened to them and offered a sympathetic ear rather than waiting for them to quit talking so that I can speak what's on my mind? What might happen if instead of doling out advice with my voice or in my head, I prayed for them and loved them the way they were, and asked God to give me the right words for when the time came to speak God's truth (and not Stephanie's)?
My new job has challenged me in the area of being judgemental. I have always had the desire to be "right" and have shoveled out advice when it wasn't requested and/or needed, and have been quick to have the right answer for someone even when it's none of my business (which of course is most of the time). My job has really challenged me - I cannot judge the women who come in for our services. Sure, I probably have some ideas/truth that could save them from being in the same position again...for example, they could practice abstinence. But my knowledge isn't what they need - they need love. And learning this at work has pushed me to thinking of how I can apply it to my own life.
Don't get me wrong here - I'm not saying that they should receive love without truth - but I am realizing more and more that truth spoken in love should come directly from the Lord, not from whatever ideas I may have gleaned in life ( I know - duh - but sometimes I am a slow learner). Sure - life experience can give you all kinds of advice of what works and doesn't work, and it's not bad to offer it to someone who is asking for help. But what I'm talking about is coming to conclusions about a person based on decisions you see them making.
Our pastor spoke yesterday about the great compassion God had for the people of Nineva. Did they deserve God's compassion? - not according to Jonah. And he was right - they were a wicked people who didn't seem interested in change. But when they did hear the truth, they repented, the king repented and the entire city including the animals fasted.
Guess what? I don't know people's hearts or intentions, nor do I know what might happen if I show them love and speak truth to them rather than thinking I know everything that they should do? What if I listened to them and offered a sympathetic ear rather than waiting for them to quit talking so that I can speak what's on my mind? What might happen if instead of doling out advice with my voice or in my head, I prayed for them and loved them the way they were, and asked God to give me the right words for when the time came to speak God's truth (and not Stephanie's)?
Friday, March 20, 2009
Could this day be any better?
I am smiling.
It's a great day!
1. My brother is on his way home from Afghanastan. It's a long "drive" but he'll be back sometime in the next two weeks.
2. It's John's birthday (his 30th - he's SO old)
3. John got finished with training today and is now "official"
4. I lost another 4 pounds...that's right...you read it right
5. It's Friday
6. Some of the grants and proposals I've written for Girl Scouts are resulting in big donations - though I'm only there super part time right now, I'm pretty proud of that!
7. The sun is out - it's gorgeous
8. It's John's birthday (his 30th - he's so old)
9. The sun is out - it's gorgeous
10. Seriously...does it get any better than this? What a blessing!
It's a great day!
1. My brother is on his way home from Afghanastan. It's a long "drive" but he'll be back sometime in the next two weeks.
2. It's John's birthday (his 30th - he's SO old)
3. John got finished with training today and is now "official"
4. I lost another 4 pounds...that's right...you read it right
5. It's Friday
6. Some of the grants and proposals I've written for Girl Scouts are resulting in big donations - though I'm only there super part time right now, I'm pretty proud of that!
7. The sun is out - it's gorgeous
8. It's John's birthday (his 30th - he's so old)
9. The sun is out - it's gorgeous
10. Seriously...does it get any better than this? What a blessing!
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
God = Dentist?
CS Lewis once said "What do people mean when they say 'I am not afraid of God, because he is good?' Have they never been to a dentist?"
I like this quote - and having been to the dentist four times in the last six weeks, I can relate. Most of the time I don't want to go to the dentist. The cleanings are great - the dental hygienist often remarks on how my gums are in good shape and generally doesn't have to work too hard to get the tarter off my teeth. This is just surface cleaning and does not take very long.
I often don't want the exam - you know the part where they look deeper into your teeth, not just on the surface, but beyond to the root of the tooth? - because there is almost always something that has to be fixed. There will be a filling that needs replaced or worse I'll need a crown - or maybe it's something small like a filling they forgot to polish. Whatever the case is, it's going to cost me time and money, and it's going to hurt.
Isn't that somewhat similar to how God deals with us? Sometimes the cleanings (every day stuff) feels good and you are thankful you took the time to deal with the fuzzies on the surface. But when you go in for an exam, and allow God to really deal with the root of problems and the places that are hurting - that's when it begins to cost you.
But it's worth the pain. Always. Here's the good news - pain brings healing. Our God doesn't just fill cavities with silver or porcelain, but he fills them with HIMSELF! Praise God.
James 1:2, 3 Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.
I like this quote - and having been to the dentist four times in the last six weeks, I can relate. Most of the time I don't want to go to the dentist. The cleanings are great - the dental hygienist often remarks on how my gums are in good shape and generally doesn't have to work too hard to get the tarter off my teeth. This is just surface cleaning and does not take very long.
I often don't want the exam - you know the part where they look deeper into your teeth, not just on the surface, but beyond to the root of the tooth? - because there is almost always something that has to be fixed. There will be a filling that needs replaced or worse I'll need a crown - or maybe it's something small like a filling they forgot to polish. Whatever the case is, it's going to cost me time and money, and it's going to hurt.
Isn't that somewhat similar to how God deals with us? Sometimes the cleanings (every day stuff) feels good and you are thankful you took the time to deal with the fuzzies on the surface. But when you go in for an exam, and allow God to really deal with the root of problems and the places that are hurting - that's when it begins to cost you.
But it's worth the pain. Always. Here's the good news - pain brings healing. Our God doesn't just fill cavities with silver or porcelain, but he fills them with HIMSELF! Praise God.
James 1:2, 3 Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.
Monday, March 16, 2009
My thoughts AIG
By now you've probably heard about AIG and the huge bail out they got from our government and the fact that they are now planning to give millions in bonuses to executive employees. People are all up in arms over them using the bail out money (tax payers money) to pay the contractual bonuses.
I agree - it's ridiculous that they are planning on using some of the money as bonuses. But you know what's even more ridiculous? The fact that they even GOT the money to begin with and the fact that the Obama administration did not research what contracts were in place before they were handed billions of dollars.
Those are my two cents.
I agree - it's ridiculous that they are planning on using some of the money as bonuses. But you know what's even more ridiculous? The fact that they even GOT the money to begin with and the fact that the Obama administration did not research what contracts were in place before they were handed billions of dollars.
Those are my two cents.
Saturday, March 14, 2009
WI Results
So yesterday was the big WI (weigh in) for the week at WW. And I lost 4.6 pounds...yay! I just really hope this is the beginning of a successful journey and not another rabbit trail...in fact - I hereby declare that it isn't a bunny trail and is a successful journey.
so there.
so there.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
the bench
John and I have been looking for the perfect little bench to go in our "entryway" (that's really our kitchen) to hold all of our shoes and other random things that end up piled by the door. In Alaska, it's a real issue figuring out where shoes can get piled as everyone takes them off when they come in the door.
John volunteered to make us one since we had searched everywhere for a bench that would fit and had some function. I was pretty skeptical of his furniture making skills. He has remodeled all kinds of things in our house, but I just wasn't sure how he'd come up with an idea for a bench. I needn't have worried. He built a beautiful little bench out of wood he'd scrounged from pallets and other discarded lumber.
I learned a lot about staining in the process as that was my job. I remembered seeing my dad using a rag to stain, but had never tried it myself. Now I know that a little really does go a LONG way and I'll remember that for next time. I still need to stain the buttons and glue them on, but we're almost finished!
So - without further adieu: the bench!
John volunteered to make us one since we had searched everywhere for a bench that would fit and had some function. I was pretty skeptical of his furniture making skills. He has remodeled all kinds of things in our house, but I just wasn't sure how he'd come up with an idea for a bench. I needn't have worried. He built a beautiful little bench out of wood he'd scrounged from pallets and other discarded lumber.
I learned a lot about staining in the process as that was my job. I remembered seeing my dad using a rag to stain, but had never tried it myself. Now I know that a little really does go a LONG way and I'll remember that for next time. I still need to stain the buttons and glue them on, but we're almost finished!
So - without further adieu: the bench!
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Confessions of a winter eater
So yeah...winter. It's the time of year that I like to eat whatever makes me feel better that I can't be outside rollerblading, or biking or playing. I feel sorry for myself...and this year more than ever, it's showing on the scale.
barf.
So - here's my report. I'm back at Weight Watchers, and so far so good. I went back last Friday and had the shock of my life...but am back on track. I'm blogging about it hoping for some accountability. I know you're all dying to know how it's going. So - I'll report in on Fridays to let you know how weigh in goes. Not actual weight of course...just pounds lost/gained. hopefully lost.
For some reason - getting out and moving has never been a problem for me...it's that darned eating. And since we have to do it to stay alive...I guess I better kick this while I'm still relatively young.
Anyway...those are my confessions for all of my *many* readers.
barf.
So - here's my report. I'm back at Weight Watchers, and so far so good. I went back last Friday and had the shock of my life...but am back on track. I'm blogging about it hoping for some accountability. I know you're all dying to know how it's going. So - I'll report in on Fridays to let you know how weigh in goes. Not actual weight of course...just pounds lost/gained. hopefully lost.
For some reason - getting out and moving has never been a problem for me...it's that darned eating. And since we have to do it to stay alive...I guess I better kick this while I'm still relatively young.
Anyway...those are my confessions for all of my *many* readers.
Monday, March 9, 2009
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Thoughts - long and maybe boring and mostly all over the place
I have been thinking of a post that might be a bit “un politically correct” and I have been brewing on it for a while because I wanted to be careful about how I worded what I wanted to say. Recently I have been thinking a lot about our economy and the way our president and legislatures would like to fix it by spending more money and making it easier for Americans to continue living in the buy now- pay later (or never pay) mentality we’ve gotten ourselves into. Our “I want it now regardless” attitudes have brought us into this deficit, and I have some thoughts on why we’re there. I believe the economy is just a mirror of the spiritual deficit our country has – they go hand in hand. We have a buy now pay later outlook on morality and on our relationship with God.
I sincerely believe that we have come to the place where we are in the United States both financially and morally because of families without fathers. One of the ways that we have bankrupted our children is by making it easy and socially acceptable for a woman to raise her children without a father.
I am of the mind that children should not be punished by the sins or bad choices of their parents. Unfortunately, I have no answer as to how to help children without perpetuating the cycle their parents fall into. One example I know of where society has made it easy for this cycle to continue is the Denali Kid Care program in Alaska.
I want to be clear that I don’t have a problem with this system for families that need it temporarily or for those that truly cannot afford another way to provide healthcare for their families. My issue lies with how easy we have made it for single women to continue having children because they know they have so many social systems in place.
For those of you outside, DKC a very generous program that pays for services such as: doctor's visits, health check-ups & screenings , vision exams & eyeglasses, dental checkups, cleanings & fillings, hearing tests & hearing aids, speech therapy ,physical therapy, mental health therapy, substance abuse treatment , chiropractic services, foot doctor's services, hospital care, laboratory tests, prescription drugs, and medical transportation. DKC doesn’t cost for eligible children, teens and pregnant women.
Denali Kid Care is meant to be healthcare so that people who do not have medical insurance (or have very little coverage) can be sure to have healthcare for their families. I don’t have a problem with that. What I mean by the program being generous is that a family of five can make up to $4,521 (gross income) a month and be eligible for the program – that’s $54,000 + a year (or about $26/hr). Receiving free healthcare for pregnancy and for children while making $26/hour is pretty generous – would you agree? I’m fine with that. If the state can afford it – I think it’s great.
Here’s where the rub comes in for me – people know the system in and out.
1. They know that if they remain unmarried the income of their significant other does not count and they are eligible for more benefits. So instead of getting married, they remain uncommitted.
2. They know that they can have as many children as they want as a single woman and never feel the discomfort of trying to provide for their children because they have so many services available to them. This perpetuates families with no fathers.
3. They know that these services are “free” (at least to them but not to society, or to tax payers) and expect other things in life to be free too. They are floored that they might have to pay for their children’s clothes (gasp- not everything is free) and are shocked when they see how much it costs in kindergarten to get your kid the supplies they need. “You mean I have to pay for other kids stuff?” I actually heard a mother say that about the list of school supplies for her kindergartner that included buying enough of some stuff so that kids who couldn’t afford it could have supplies. This mother was accepting DKC for both of her children (both were born out of wedlock).
Our country rewards single parenthood. I won’t even try to touch WIC and other social systems. We have perpetuated the problem that has brought our country where it is today. Statistics show that children from fatherless homes are :
• 4.6 times more likely to commit suicide.
• 6.6 times more likely to become teenage mothers.
• 24.3 times more likely to run away.
• 15.3 times more likely to have behavioral disorders.
• 6.3 times more likely to be in a state-operated institution.
• 10.8 times more likely to commit rape.
• 6.6 times more likely to drop out of school.
• 15.3 times more likely to end up in prison while a teenager.
And yet we make it increasingly easier for a single mother to raise her children alone (and at least from my own observation mostly without any kind of male influence) and continue the cycle.
What is the answer? Prayer – for children, for women who are making decisions to be sexually active without considering not only the physical consequences but the spiritual and emotional as well, for men to rise to the standards of sexual purity that God has laid out for them.
We need to quit apologizing for our stance on sexual purity and the importance of family and stand firm in what God tells us in HIS word. God is not a God of rules and regulations, but of love. And His commands regarding sexual purity are all about protecting his children. All of them…from those recently knit in the womb to those entering the next century of their lives.
I was kind of all over the place there, hopefully there is some sort of sense to be found in this. Just curious about what others are thinking.
I sincerely believe that we have come to the place where we are in the United States both financially and morally because of families without fathers. One of the ways that we have bankrupted our children is by making it easy and socially acceptable for a woman to raise her children without a father.
I am of the mind that children should not be punished by the sins or bad choices of their parents. Unfortunately, I have no answer as to how to help children without perpetuating the cycle their parents fall into. One example I know of where society has made it easy for this cycle to continue is the Denali Kid Care program in Alaska.
I want to be clear that I don’t have a problem with this system for families that need it temporarily or for those that truly cannot afford another way to provide healthcare for their families. My issue lies with how easy we have made it for single women to continue having children because they know they have so many social systems in place.
For those of you outside, DKC a very generous program that pays for services such as: doctor's visits, health check-ups & screenings , vision exams & eyeglasses, dental checkups, cleanings & fillings, hearing tests & hearing aids, speech therapy ,physical therapy, mental health therapy, substance abuse treatment , chiropractic services, foot doctor's services, hospital care, laboratory tests, prescription drugs, and medical transportation. DKC doesn’t cost for eligible children, teens and pregnant women.
Denali Kid Care is meant to be healthcare so that people who do not have medical insurance (or have very little coverage) can be sure to have healthcare for their families. I don’t have a problem with that. What I mean by the program being generous is that a family of five can make up to $4,521 (gross income) a month and be eligible for the program – that’s $54,000 + a year (or about $26/hr). Receiving free healthcare for pregnancy and for children while making $26/hour is pretty generous – would you agree? I’m fine with that. If the state can afford it – I think it’s great.
Here’s where the rub comes in for me – people know the system in and out.
1. They know that if they remain unmarried the income of their significant other does not count and they are eligible for more benefits. So instead of getting married, they remain uncommitted.
2. They know that they can have as many children as they want as a single woman and never feel the discomfort of trying to provide for their children because they have so many services available to them. This perpetuates families with no fathers.
3. They know that these services are “free” (at least to them but not to society, or to tax payers) and expect other things in life to be free too. They are floored that they might have to pay for their children’s clothes (gasp- not everything is free) and are shocked when they see how much it costs in kindergarten to get your kid the supplies they need. “You mean I have to pay for other kids stuff?” I actually heard a mother say that about the list of school supplies for her kindergartner that included buying enough of some stuff so that kids who couldn’t afford it could have supplies. This mother was accepting DKC for both of her children (both were born out of wedlock).
Our country rewards single parenthood. I won’t even try to touch WIC and other social systems. We have perpetuated the problem that has brought our country where it is today. Statistics show that children from fatherless homes are :
• 4.6 times more likely to commit suicide.
• 6.6 times more likely to become teenage mothers.
• 24.3 times more likely to run away.
• 15.3 times more likely to have behavioral disorders.
• 6.3 times more likely to be in a state-operated institution.
• 10.8 times more likely to commit rape.
• 6.6 times more likely to drop out of school.
• 15.3 times more likely to end up in prison while a teenager.
And yet we make it increasingly easier for a single mother to raise her children alone (and at least from my own observation mostly without any kind of male influence) and continue the cycle.
What is the answer? Prayer – for children, for women who are making decisions to be sexually active without considering not only the physical consequences but the spiritual and emotional as well, for men to rise to the standards of sexual purity that God has laid out for them.
We need to quit apologizing for our stance on sexual purity and the importance of family and stand firm in what God tells us in HIS word. God is not a God of rules and regulations, but of love. And His commands regarding sexual purity are all about protecting his children. All of them…from those recently knit in the womb to those entering the next century of their lives.
I was kind of all over the place there, hopefully there is some sort of sense to be found in this. Just curious about what others are thinking.
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
Mullets and Irish dancing, what gives?
My friend’s little girl, Sydney, was in an Irish Dancing show at the Wendy Williamson this weekend. I’m so glad she told me about it, because the dancing was incredible. I have always enjoyed bands like the Corrs,(I know – probably not authentic, but certainly enjoyable) etc., but I’ve never experienced music and dancing like this. I loved it and was happy with the long show and the great price - only $15 can you beat that?A guy from Anchorage won some top honors at world competitions doing Irish dancing and he was in Anchorage to perform with the dance school that Sydney attends. I was so amazed at him – the kids from the dance school were really good, but this guy was just over the top. The best way that I can describe this type of dancing is to compare it to a mullet.
You see – a mullet can be described as business in the front and a party in the back. Irish (or Celtic whatever you want to call it) dancing is business from the waist up, and a party from the waist down. I mean these people really make their legs do crazy things that should not be possible…and yet somehow they force their legs to become like jello bending in ways they shouldn’t. Incredible. It sort of makes me want to take a class or something. Or at least think about how cool it would be if I could do that.
Sunday, March 1, 2009
Saturday fun
I ended up having to work all day on Saturday. I picked up some people who flew in from Juneau for a meeting I had to attend, and then we headed over to the meeting venue for the day. It wasn't so bad, I took notes and helped with some of the meeting, but since we only have Saturday's off together right now - it was a total drag to spend my "day off" working. This too shall pass... but in the meantime, this phase has been hard on us. I know it will be over soon (hopefully by the end of next week) and I keep holding out for that.
My PT gig for for Girl Scouts will end in a few weeks and that will really lighten up my load and then we just have to hope that John gets a somewhat decent schedule. That could be a pretty big hope! It seems like him working nights would be the best for our little family, he can sleep while I'm at work, and then we'll have the whole evening together.
In other news...I want a puppy...a terrier of some sort. I'm drawn to Norwich terriers, but also like cairns, and am open to suggestions. I want something that I can walk, that doesn't shed and that is small enough to be okay in our little house.
We decided to visit a new restaurant that just opened up near our house called Spenard Roadhouse. What a great place - the food was very good, and the decorations were fun too. We went with John's parents, and at first conversation was very difficult because it was so loud - but after a table full of women left, conversation was much easier! I'd highly recommend it!
That's all my oh so exciting news for now!
My PT gig for for Girl Scouts will end in a few weeks and that will really lighten up my load and then we just have to hope that John gets a somewhat decent schedule. That could be a pretty big hope! It seems like him working nights would be the best for our little family, he can sleep while I'm at work, and then we'll have the whole evening together.
In other news...I want a puppy...a terrier of some sort. I'm drawn to Norwich terriers, but also like cairns, and am open to suggestions. I want something that I can walk, that doesn't shed and that is small enough to be okay in our little house.
We decided to visit a new restaurant that just opened up near our house called Spenard Roadhouse. What a great place - the food was very good, and the decorations were fun too. We went with John's parents, and at first conversation was very difficult because it was so loud - but after a table full of women left, conversation was much easier! I'd highly recommend it!
That's all my oh so exciting news for now!
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Sunshine
What a glorious weekend we had here. I was definitely beginning to feel spring fever before this weekend, but after this weekend it's in full force! We had blue skies and decent temperatures, what a blessing.
John and I went to Target and wandered around looking at everything and spending like $10 after an hour or so of browsing, then we hit Fred Meyer where John read a magazine and I wandered around the store. After subway for lunch we both wanted to spend some time outside, so we went over to my MIL's and kidnapped her doggies (2 of the cutest shih tzus ever) and took them to the dog park in our neighborhood.
The "girls" had a great time sniffing other doggie hind ends and trying out a new place to go to the bathroom. At first they were a little nervous, but then they started to have fun and seemed to really enjoy being out.
I got to enjoy sunshine and good conversation today when I went on a walk with two of my friends. Sarah and I walked in Baxter Bog which I'd recommend - it was a great walk, and then Bean and I walked up to our neighborhood lake.
Anyway ... I'm mostly caught up on laundry and enjoying a somewhat clean house...so all is wonderful!
John and I went to Target and wandered around looking at everything and spending like $10 after an hour or so of browsing, then we hit Fred Meyer where John read a magazine and I wandered around the store. After subway for lunch we both wanted to spend some time outside, so we went over to my MIL's and kidnapped her doggies (2 of the cutest shih tzus ever) and took them to the dog park in our neighborhood.
The "girls" had a great time sniffing other doggie hind ends and trying out a new place to go to the bathroom. At first they were a little nervous, but then they started to have fun and seemed to really enjoy being out.
I got to enjoy sunshine and good conversation today when I went on a walk with two of my friends. Sarah and I walked in Baxter Bog which I'd recommend - it was a great walk, and then Bean and I walked up to our neighborhood lake.
Anyway ... I'm mostly caught up on laundry and enjoying a somewhat clean house...so all is wonderful!
Monday, February 16, 2009
Valentines Day and other stuff
So today was the first day of my new job. It went really well - there's so much to learn (you know the typical learning curve) but I think I'm going to really like it. The people that I met were wonderful - good times.
I spent Saturday in Juneau over the weekend. It was way too beautiful. It was totally clear out and about 25 degrees - perfect winter weather. I was there for work so I spent most of the day taking minutes for a meeting (oh so exciting) but then we headed out to the glacier and drove around town a bit. That night we went to the Wearable Art Show -very exciting a super cool show. I would recommend it to anyone - the pieces that people were modeling were incredible. So yeah - I spent Valentine's Day away from my sweetie...but we made up for it today. We're adjusting to our crazy schedules and trying to spend as much time together as we can when he's home. Life is always interesting around here.
I spent Saturday in Juneau over the weekend. It was way too beautiful. It was totally clear out and about 25 degrees - perfect winter weather. I was there for work so I spent most of the day taking minutes for a meeting (oh so exciting) but then we headed out to the glacier and drove around town a bit. That night we went to the Wearable Art Show -very exciting a super cool show. I would recommend it to anyone - the pieces that people were modeling were incredible. So yeah - I spent Valentine's Day away from my sweetie...but we made up for it today. We're adjusting to our crazy schedules and trying to spend as much time together as we can when he's home. Life is always interesting around here.
Friday, February 13, 2009
Last Day Reflections
Though it's not technically my "last day" I feel like it is. I'll be back at work next Friday, but I won't have my desk, or my "stuff" anymore. weird.
I have worked for Girl Scouts for the last 6 years and it was pretty much my first job out of college. I had worked as a nanny, waitress, receptionist and in retail until I got this job, so it was my first big girl job. And wow - I learned a lot about work ethic, professionalism and how to get along with people that are nothing like me. It's been fun. I've made amazing friends - and I will especially miss my office mate - Marlene. She has made it fun to come to work every day.
But today as I'm thinking about starting a new job on Monday - I'm also thinking about the fun I'm leaving behind. An office that you can burst into laughter in, listen to the radio and try to win those dumb tickets to the Nutcracker, duck into the CEO's office to vent a bit, check your personal email now and then without getting in trouble, wear clothes that don't quite go together if you haven't yet done laundry...it's just flexible, and I'm going to miss that.
I'll miss how hot it is in the summer, and complaining about sweating in my work clothes, I'll miss going to the coastal trail at lunch because I'm so close, I'll miss going home whenever I need to because it's right around the corner...sigh.
I'm not going to cry - I'm not. So there.
I have worked for Girl Scouts for the last 6 years and it was pretty much my first job out of college. I had worked as a nanny, waitress, receptionist and in retail until I got this job, so it was my first big girl job. And wow - I learned a lot about work ethic, professionalism and how to get along with people that are nothing like me. It's been fun. I've made amazing friends - and I will especially miss my office mate - Marlene. She has made it fun to come to work every day.
But today as I'm thinking about starting a new job on Monday - I'm also thinking about the fun I'm leaving behind. An office that you can burst into laughter in, listen to the radio and try to win those dumb tickets to the Nutcracker, duck into the CEO's office to vent a bit, check your personal email now and then without getting in trouble, wear clothes that don't quite go together if you haven't yet done laundry...it's just flexible, and I'm going to miss that.
I'll miss how hot it is in the summer, and complaining about sweating in my work clothes, I'll miss going to the coastal trail at lunch because I'm so close, I'll miss going home whenever I need to because it's right around the corner...sigh.
I'm not going to cry - I'm not. So there.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Stress - go away!
I'm one of those lucky people that has visible stress. I think most people visibly show stress - and it might come out in huge sighs, yelling fits, folding into oneself...and many other ways. My stress is coming out physically. When I'm stressed - you won't really find my crying in a corner, yelling at anyone, hiding out forever, but you will see it when you look at me.
Why you may ask?
Because - I like to grown giant, nasty cold sores on my bottom lip. That's right - 2 in the last 2 weeks. And that's not all...I also like to magically grow grey hairs and add pounds to my middle. So when you see me, it will be clear I'm stressed.
AAAAAA - but here's the deal, I know that God will get me through the next few weeks as I transition and I know HE IS FAITHFUL...and I know that I need to trust that. So there it is Lord - I am giving it all back to you again...and I'm trusting that you'll help me leave it there.
Here's my tip for anyone undergoing stress - keep exercising. I stopped after Wednesday last week because it just seemed like "one more thing" that I was responsible for...and guess what, it was awful. Hitting the gym, treadmill, walking outside whatever it is you do to keep in shape (or try to get there) is so worth the time when you are feeling the weight of the world on your shoulders. Plus it's a great time to pray and leave those issues at God's feet..walking away with your body feeling reinvigorated and your hands free of those burdens. I'm preaching to myself here...
Wow this is one all over the place blog...and anyone who knows me knows it sounds just like me!
Why you may ask?
Because - I like to grown giant, nasty cold sores on my bottom lip. That's right - 2 in the last 2 weeks. And that's not all...I also like to magically grow grey hairs and add pounds to my middle. So when you see me, it will be clear I'm stressed.
AAAAAA - but here's the deal, I know that God will get me through the next few weeks as I transition and I know HE IS FAITHFUL...and I know that I need to trust that. So there it is Lord - I am giving it all back to you again...and I'm trusting that you'll help me leave it there.
Here's my tip for anyone undergoing stress - keep exercising. I stopped after Wednesday last week because it just seemed like "one more thing" that I was responsible for...and guess what, it was awful. Hitting the gym, treadmill, walking outside whatever it is you do to keep in shape (or try to get there) is so worth the time when you are feeling the weight of the world on your shoulders. Plus it's a great time to pray and leave those issues at God's feet..walking away with your body feeling reinvigorated and your hands free of those burdens. I'm preaching to myself here...
Wow this is one all over the place blog...and anyone who knows me knows it sounds just like me!
Thursday, February 5, 2009
This just in
This is big (I mean BIG) news. I accepted a job with Crisis Pregnancy Center and start there on February 16. I am very excited for the new adventure and for the new pace of work. The job is part time (I have Fridays) off and I'm really looking forward to having that extra day off this summer.
I will miss my friends at Girl Scouts - I've worked here 6 years and it's going to be hard to leave, I actually cried when I gave my notice. My co-worker Marlene is like my work spouse and it will feel like the left side of my body (the side she's usually on) got cut off. I'm going to be doing some contract work for them through March to help with a project I've been working on so I'll be around some. It's going to be a somewhat stressful transition, but I'm looking forward to being on the other side of this.
In other news - I am usually a "throw it away as soon as the date is old" kind of Nazi in my fridge. But lately (considering that I will be making about half my usual paycheck) I've been thinking of how we can economize and I thought - maybe eating that yogurt with the "sell by January 15" stamp isn't so bad. So I've been eating it for the whole week - and guess what? I haven't died or even have one little cramp. Interesting. I think I might chance it on a few other things as well - within reason of course. I just feel so bad throwing any food away - and since i have some rubbery celery and carrots to use up I think I'll pick up a chicken at Costco tonight and make up a pot of chicken noodle...watch out celery and carrots you're about to get eaten.
I will miss my friends at Girl Scouts - I've worked here 6 years and it's going to be hard to leave, I actually cried when I gave my notice. My co-worker Marlene is like my work spouse and it will feel like the left side of my body (the side she's usually on) got cut off. I'm going to be doing some contract work for them through March to help with a project I've been working on so I'll be around some. It's going to be a somewhat stressful transition, but I'm looking forward to being on the other side of this.
In other news - I am usually a "throw it away as soon as the date is old" kind of Nazi in my fridge. But lately (considering that I will be making about half my usual paycheck) I've been thinking of how we can economize and I thought - maybe eating that yogurt with the "sell by January 15" stamp isn't so bad. So I've been eating it for the whole week - and guess what? I haven't died or even have one little cramp. Interesting. I think I might chance it on a few other things as well - within reason of course. I just feel so bad throwing any food away - and since i have some rubbery celery and carrots to use up I think I'll pick up a chicken at Costco tonight and make up a pot of chicken noodle...watch out celery and carrots you're about to get eaten.
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Fun at the dentist
So I went to the dentist yesterday for a cleaning and of course it was time to have an exam too. Fun. It's not that the dentist hurts or anything it's just that every time I go he finds something wrong. Seriously - I am beginning to think it's a hereditary thing or something...or at least I'm telling myself that. I have "great gums" but Jeni and know how great "great" is! :) (sorry for the inside joke to those of you on the outside but I coudln't resist) so at least my teeth aren't in danger of just falling out when my gums give out. I won't go into the down and dirty of what's wrong with my stupid teeth...it's a long list...but I will tell you about the weirdest thing.
So we're looking at the x-rays and my dentist says "there's nothing going on with your impacted canine tooth - I always like to make sure of that."
Stephanie says: "my impacted canine tooth?"
Dentist says: "Yes - I've shown it to before, see here where it's lodged in your mouth but it hasn't moved and it isn't infected, it's just hanging out in your gums."
Stephanie thinks to herself: interesting, I have been going to this dentist for eight or so years and never once has he mentioned that I had an impacted canine tooth. It makes sense considering that I have never had a single tooth pulled and yet am missing 5. it is good to know that it's there...I mean at least one of them is hanging out. Good thing I have a smallish mouth or I would have the spaciest smile ever.
Stephanie says: "so it's there, it just never came out?"
Dentist says: "yes, haven't you noticed it in the x-ray before?"
Stephanie thinks to herself: yes, I am an expert at reading x-rays and spend much time in my file looking at everything. (side note: why do they guard your file at the doctor and dentist when you're there - I WANT to see it, you know?)
Stephanie says: "no, I guess I never noticed it before."
Dentist says: "So also you're going to need a little maintenance on this filling, oh and a crown on this tooth over here..."
Uh-huh. A crown. Gross. Thank the Lord for insurance (seriously...thank you God!)
So we're looking at the x-rays and my dentist says "there's nothing going on with your impacted canine tooth - I always like to make sure of that."
Stephanie says: "my impacted canine tooth?"
Dentist says: "Yes - I've shown it to before, see here where it's lodged in your mouth but it hasn't moved and it isn't infected, it's just hanging out in your gums."
Stephanie thinks to herself: interesting, I have been going to this dentist for eight or so years and never once has he mentioned that I had an impacted canine tooth. It makes sense considering that I have never had a single tooth pulled and yet am missing 5. it is good to know that it's there...I mean at least one of them is hanging out. Good thing I have a smallish mouth or I would have the spaciest smile ever.
Stephanie says: "so it's there, it just never came out?"
Dentist says: "yes, haven't you noticed it in the x-ray before?"
Stephanie thinks to herself: yes, I am an expert at reading x-rays and spend much time in my file looking at everything. (side note: why do they guard your file at the doctor and dentist when you're there - I WANT to see it, you know?)
Stephanie says: "no, I guess I never noticed it before."
Dentist says: "So also you're going to need a little maintenance on this filling, oh and a crown on this tooth over here..."
Uh-huh. A crown. Gross. Thank the Lord for insurance (seriously...thank you God!)
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
Awana Grand Prix
I had a great time at Awana tonight - it was one of those rare nights where you could enjoy the kids and talk to the adults and not get in trouble for doing so!
The kids and their parents made cars to race in the great Grand Prix - they were rated based on speed and creativity. I don't know how people think of some of the ideas they come up with for themes of their cars, it's pretty incredible. I didn't make a car, but I did root for a few of the underdogs. I gotta admit, I really want the kids who don't win much to win - I always vote for them. I've never been very competitive so it's always fun when the kids who don't get upset over not winning win! YAY! I'm not competitive, but I do like to be right! Ask anyone who knows me.
We have a new pastor at church, and I have really enjoyed getting to know his wife. She's like another mom-type to bounce things off of and I'm always thankful to have women like that in my life. We chatted quite a bit tonight - there's so many things I appreciate about her and I'm looking forward to them being around for quite a while.
The kids and their parents made cars to race in the great Grand Prix - they were rated based on speed and creativity. I don't know how people think of some of the ideas they come up with for themes of their cars, it's pretty incredible. I didn't make a car, but I did root for a few of the underdogs. I gotta admit, I really want the kids who don't win much to win - I always vote for them. I've never been very competitive so it's always fun when the kids who don't get upset over not winning win! YAY! I'm not competitive, but I do like to be right! Ask anyone who knows me.
We have a new pastor at church, and I have really enjoyed getting to know his wife. She's like another mom-type to bounce things off of and I'm always thankful to have women like that in my life. We chatted quite a bit tonight - there's so many things I appreciate about her and I'm looking forward to them being around for quite a while.
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Wipe Out
Have you seen that show "Wipe out?" I watched it for the first time tonight - I laughed my head off. It's a funny show with people competing in this insane obstacle course. The guys doing the commentary were really making me laugh. It reminded me of this time my friends and I taped a couple of guys trying to get their car out of the mud. It was so funny, we were videoing them out of a window and one of my friends put the "Last of the Mohecan" ( really have no idea how to spell that) soundtrack on in the background. We talked for these two guys and laughed so hard. They eventually noticed us taping and started to perform...so we quit taping. But it was fun while it lasted, and Wipe Out might be as funny as we were.
We went to Disneyland over the weekend and had a great time. Each time I go, I think of new strategies that might make it even more fun. This time my tip is not to let Stephanie pick out the hotel. We were 1.5 miles away from the park. Fine when we were walking there in the morning, not so fun after a day of walking. The weather was great - it couldn't have been better, and we had such a great time together. I love my husband. I'm just saying.
Home again and back to regular life. Laundry is mostly done, and I'm about to put nice clean fresh sheets on our bed...ahhhh...who doesn't love clean sheets?
We went to Disneyland over the weekend and had a great time. Each time I go, I think of new strategies that might make it even more fun. This time my tip is not to let Stephanie pick out the hotel. We were 1.5 miles away from the park. Fine when we were walking there in the morning, not so fun after a day of walking. The weather was great - it couldn't have been better, and we had such a great time together. I love my husband. I'm just saying.
Home again and back to regular life. Laundry is mostly done, and I'm about to put nice clean fresh sheets on our bed...ahhhh...who doesn't love clean sheets?
Monday, January 26, 2009
Earthquakes
It has been a while since we've had an earthquake here. So I suppose we were due.
Saturday morning John and I were just starting to get around and do a few things and we were both stopped in our tracks after we heard a slight booming sound and our house began to shake. It shook quite a bit - in fact, we felt a "6.1 on the Richter scale" earthquake. I guess the center was 45 miles west of Homer - so not that far away...Homer is about 5 hours south of us.
I was standing in our living room and could see that stuff was shaking around in the bathroom but couldn't really feel it until I moved down the hallway closer to the bathroom. What exciting morning activity!
We spent the rest of the morning running errands and hanging out together. We did some shopping and ate out for lunch. In the afternoon we helped out some friends of ours with an emergency they had. Our friend had cut his fingers severely with a table saw, so we met them at the emergency room to pick up their three little girls and take them home. We had fun playing with the girls for the afternoon while our friends hung out in the ER waiting to hear how his fingers were going to heal. Lucky us - not so lucky them. He gets to keep his fingers, but they won't look the same...what a bummer!
Saturday morning John and I were just starting to get around and do a few things and we were both stopped in our tracks after we heard a slight booming sound and our house began to shake. It shook quite a bit - in fact, we felt a "6.1 on the Richter scale" earthquake. I guess the center was 45 miles west of Homer - so not that far away...Homer is about 5 hours south of us.
I was standing in our living room and could see that stuff was shaking around in the bathroom but couldn't really feel it until I moved down the hallway closer to the bathroom. What exciting morning activity!
We spent the rest of the morning running errands and hanging out together. We did some shopping and ate out for lunch. In the afternoon we helped out some friends of ours with an emergency they had. Our friend had cut his fingers severely with a table saw, so we met them at the emergency room to pick up their three little girls and take them home. We had fun playing with the girls for the afternoon while our friends hung out in the ER waiting to hear how his fingers were going to heal. Lucky us - not so lucky them. He gets to keep his fingers, but they won't look the same...what a bummer!
Thursday, January 22, 2009
When Peace like a river attendeth my soul
I am overwhelmed.
There are so many things going on in my life right now that I have to purpose not to stress. I have often found myself complaining to friends or family about the additional stress I am under at work and my personal life.
Recently at a Bible Study, we were talking about worry and concerns and a wise woman much older than me shared something I don't think I would have considered on my own.
When we discuss stress in our lives and share them as worries out loud to whomever may hear – we are giving Satan a window to move in and cause havoc. He hears the pain, stress, moments of weakness as we cry and try to deal and since he can’t read thoughts – he now knows exactly what’s going on. But when we choose to air the same thoughts to our Lord, the worries turn to concerns. We are able to leave them in HIS arms and walk away (hopefully not to return).
I don’t think she meant never to share with others what’s happening in your life – in fact, I think it’s good to do that. However, she thought ending those conversations with prayer, telling your Lord you need him, worshipping despite the worry…all of those things lead to release from life’s worry.
Yesterday I was feeling a bit of an anxiety attack coming on. It happens now and then and I felt a little one beginning to build. I took hold of the thoughts immediately and began cry out to Jesus – telling him of my fears and worries, and then I began to sing the “Cast all my cares upon you” song that I learned from Psalty the Singing Songbook so long ago. I had immediate peace. Immediate. What a good God we serve, and how thankful I am for older women with whom I have acquaintance that have lived through much of what I’m dealing with now and lived to tell about it!
There are so many things going on in my life right now that I have to purpose not to stress. I have often found myself complaining to friends or family about the additional stress I am under at work and my personal life.
Recently at a Bible Study, we were talking about worry and concerns and a wise woman much older than me shared something I don't think I would have considered on my own.
When we discuss stress in our lives and share them as worries out loud to whomever may hear – we are giving Satan a window to move in and cause havoc. He hears the pain, stress, moments of weakness as we cry and try to deal and since he can’t read thoughts – he now knows exactly what’s going on. But when we choose to air the same thoughts to our Lord, the worries turn to concerns. We are able to leave them in HIS arms and walk away (hopefully not to return).
I don’t think she meant never to share with others what’s happening in your life – in fact, I think it’s good to do that. However, she thought ending those conversations with prayer, telling your Lord you need him, worshipping despite the worry…all of those things lead to release from life’s worry.
Yesterday I was feeling a bit of an anxiety attack coming on. It happens now and then and I felt a little one beginning to build. I took hold of the thoughts immediately and began cry out to Jesus – telling him of my fears and worries, and then I began to sing the “Cast all my cares upon you” song that I learned from Psalty the Singing Songbook so long ago. I had immediate peace. Immediate. What a good God we serve, and how thankful I am for older women with whom I have acquaintance that have lived through much of what I’m dealing with now and lived to tell about it!
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
OWWWWIEEEE
I totally wiped out on the ice this morning. Big time. I was pulling our recycle bin out to the curb for pick up at work, and I got the first one out there and thought to myself how surprised I was that I hadn't wiped out pulling that heavy thing on the sheer ice.
Nice thought.
So I'm pulling out the second one and bite it. Yep - I fell on my side and slammed my elbow/wrist hip into the icy ground.
That's gonna leave a mark.
Nice thought.
So I'm pulling out the second one and bite it. Yep - I fell on my side and slammed my elbow/wrist hip into the icy ground.
That's gonna leave a mark.
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Walk for Life
Yesterday was the first Walk for Life put on by Crisis Pregnancy Center here in Anchorage. thank you to all of you who pledged or donated for John and I - we are honored that so many of our dear friends and family are as committed to the sanctity of life as we are. Thank you.I had planned to walk for 12 miles, assuming that in 4 hours I could keep a pace of 3 mph. Not that hard of a feat...but I hadn't taken into account that I might be stopping and talking with people that I knew as they came and went...we might be a bit late getting there...and things might not be exactly what I thought. So I ended up only walking 10.5 miles. And I'm glad I stopped when I did.
Something felt a bit funny in one of my shoes so when I came home and could take it off I was so relieved. Much to my dismay I had a blister the size of dime on one of my little toes. No wonder it was hurting so badly. It's a bummer about athletic shoes - especially if you wear them mostly indoors. They look fine on the outside but they're all worn out inside. I usually buy this particular brand - saucany- because they seem to feel the best when walking, but they are so expensive, and if I'm going to go through them just as fast, I'm not sure that I want to keep buying them.
Anyway...that was my Saturday in a nutshell. I came home and basically sat around for the evening, took some Tylenol and feel mostly normal today. Mostly - I saw some of the picture that were taken and I thought...interesting, I must have had more holiday treats than I thought! Oh brother...the winter coat I seem to wear every year has made another appearance.
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Snow...er...Ice Day!
My wish for warmer weather came true today. WAY too true...it warmed up to about 40 today and we ended up getting rain on top of the 3 or so inches of snow we got yesterday...what a mess! School was canceled, the highway was "littered" with cars, the ice was thick on the roads and sidewalks, and I didn't have to go to work.
I spoke with my boss this morning and she asked me to head over to work (since I live so close) and change the phone message and update our website to tell people about our closure. So - I walked/skated over and after I had 'worked' I thought, interesting...I have the day off and the Internet connection is so good here. I think I'll watch The Biggest Loser online! So there I was at work with my feet on my desk and watching TV at work, not too shabby! I did get some work done accidentally as well.
After it got light (you know around 9:45) I braved the ice and walked home. I got our house cleaned up, took a little nap, worked out, and in between all of that fun, I spent a good part of my day in the bathroom...drag. So much for a free day off! I did think I could get used to not working though, I had plenty to do...at least for a few hours! :)
I spoke with my boss this morning and she asked me to head over to work (since I live so close) and change the phone message and update our website to tell people about our closure. So - I walked/skated over and after I had 'worked' I thought, interesting...I have the day off and the Internet connection is so good here. I think I'll watch The Biggest Loser online! So there I was at work with my feet on my desk and watching TV at work, not too shabby! I did get some work done accidentally as well.
After it got light (you know around 9:45) I braved the ice and walked home. I got our house cleaned up, took a little nap, worked out, and in between all of that fun, I spent a good part of my day in the bathroom...drag. So much for a free day off! I did think I could get used to not working though, I had plenty to do...at least for a few hours! :)
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
And Now...the news
I thought I'd write something a little newsy...you know, for people who are interested!
1. The weather took a turn for the better, and I'm happy to report that we're well over 0 now! YAY! Not only is this nicer on my body, car, world but it is also better on my pocket book considering the high price of natural gas these days. Thank you Lord for warming up our state!
2. Work is CRAZY. And I mean crazy. I have been working weird hours, I constantly have things popping into my head that I forgot to do, I'm thinking about work at home (which until recently never happened)...it's just crazy.
3. John's work is crazy, but he LOVES it. And I'm so thankful he has a job he loves so much.
4. Please remember to continue to pray for our soldiers in Iraq and Afghanistan. If you're anything like me, you forget to pray for them, out of sight out of mind. My cousin has been in Iraq for maybe 2 months and is already injured due to his vehicle getting shot at. He still has metal in his leg, and is okay, but it's a good reminder to keep praying. Since my brother is in Afghanistan, I have a special reason to pray. It's funny - I really never thought we'd have a military person in our family and we have several, weird.
5. The girls (aka Bella and Izzy) spent the weekend with us - they are way too cute and make me want a puppy again. I have no idea what kind I would get, and I'm pretty sure I'm the only one in my house that might like a dog, but it's a nice thought anyway.
6. We are going to LA for a quick weekend at Disney. I cannot wait to get out of AK, even if it is for 3 days.
7. I am also planning a trip to CO later in March and then again in May for my cousin's graduation from college. She has worked so hard to get her masters - I'm proud of her and it would be fun to be there when she graduates. We'll see how that goes, she lives in NE, and it's quite a drive from Denver, and I might be doing it by myself if John can't get the time off. We'll see how that goes.
8. God blesses my little family and I'm so thankful for it.
9. The CPC walk is this weekend, I'm looking forward to it.
10. I'm "training" to train for a 10K I hope to run this summer. Since I'm not yet able to run more than 20 minutes at a time I'm in the training part. So - I can officially run 5 minutes at a time at 5.5 mph. This week brings 6 minutes of running at a time. It's sort of fun - who thought I'd EVER say something like that.
1. The weather took a turn for the better, and I'm happy to report that we're well over 0 now! YAY! Not only is this nicer on my body, car, world but it is also better on my pocket book considering the high price of natural gas these days. Thank you Lord for warming up our state!
2. Work is CRAZY. And I mean crazy. I have been working weird hours, I constantly have things popping into my head that I forgot to do, I'm thinking about work at home (which until recently never happened)...it's just crazy.
3. John's work is crazy, but he LOVES it. And I'm so thankful he has a job he loves so much.
4. Please remember to continue to pray for our soldiers in Iraq and Afghanistan. If you're anything like me, you forget to pray for them, out of sight out of mind. My cousin has been in Iraq for maybe 2 months and is already injured due to his vehicle getting shot at. He still has metal in his leg, and is okay, but it's a good reminder to keep praying. Since my brother is in Afghanistan, I have a special reason to pray. It's funny - I really never thought we'd have a military person in our family and we have several, weird.
5. The girls (aka Bella and Izzy) spent the weekend with us - they are way too cute and make me want a puppy again. I have no idea what kind I would get, and I'm pretty sure I'm the only one in my house that might like a dog, but it's a nice thought anyway.
6. We are going to LA for a quick weekend at Disney. I cannot wait to get out of AK, even if it is for 3 days.
7. I am also planning a trip to CO later in March and then again in May for my cousin's graduation from college. She has worked so hard to get her masters - I'm proud of her and it would be fun to be there when she graduates. We'll see how that goes, she lives in NE, and it's quite a drive from Denver, and I might be doing it by myself if John can't get the time off. We'll see how that goes.
8. God blesses my little family and I'm so thankful for it.
9. The CPC walk is this weekend, I'm looking forward to it.
10. I'm "training" to train for a 10K I hope to run this summer. Since I'm not yet able to run more than 20 minutes at a time I'm in the training part. So - I can officially run 5 minutes at a time at 5.5 mph. This week brings 6 minutes of running at a time. It's sort of fun - who thought I'd EVER say something like that.
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
One little boy
I was back to Awana last night after a two week break. I sort of dreaded going back because I’ve gotten into this really bad habit of just totally unplugging in the evenings. Seriously, it’s time to change that bad habit – but I digress.
A little boy has been coming to Awana for a couple of years. He comes with a neighbor family and until a couple of weeks ago I had never met his dad. When he first came to Awana, I was annoyed with him. He couldn’t sit still, he needed constant attention, he continually interrupted lessons/game time/ etc. I just didn’t have patience for it in the midst of so much other “goings on.”
Then I learned that his mother had recently left their family, and it all came together for me. He just needed attention – he craved it – and he needed it from a woman. From then on he became one of my favorites (I know I’m not supposed to have any) and I missed him when he was gone. I admit game time was much easier without him, but there was something sweet about him that I missed.
Last night at Awana he was back. He had been gone for three or so weeks, I had been gone for a week, and then we had the break so it had been some time since we’d seen each other. If you have ever been in Awana you’ll understand just how cute this was – we were in the middle of Sparks game time, and he wasn’t on my team. He walked across the little gym in our church and came over to me to hug me. He didn’t say anything, just walked over and hugged me. Then again, during the awards ceremony he was sitting in my pew, but got up and walked over to me to hug me.
This is the reason I volunteer for Awana – some day, some way, God will use me to show Jesus to these kids. I hope that this little guy sees it in me and is drawn to Him. I hope that his father and sister see it in him and are drawn to Jesus as well. I pray that wherever he goes in life, there will be someone who knows Jesus that pours into him.
A little boy has been coming to Awana for a couple of years. He comes with a neighbor family and until a couple of weeks ago I had never met his dad. When he first came to Awana, I was annoyed with him. He couldn’t sit still, he needed constant attention, he continually interrupted lessons/game time/ etc. I just didn’t have patience for it in the midst of so much other “goings on.”
Then I learned that his mother had recently left their family, and it all came together for me. He just needed attention – he craved it – and he needed it from a woman. From then on he became one of my favorites (I know I’m not supposed to have any) and I missed him when he was gone. I admit game time was much easier without him, but there was something sweet about him that I missed.
Last night at Awana he was back. He had been gone for three or so weeks, I had been gone for a week, and then we had the break so it had been some time since we’d seen each other. If you have ever been in Awana you’ll understand just how cute this was – we were in the middle of Sparks game time, and he wasn’t on my team. He walked across the little gym in our church and came over to me to hug me. He didn’t say anything, just walked over and hugged me. Then again, during the awards ceremony he was sitting in my pew, but got up and walked over to me to hug me.
This is the reason I volunteer for Awana – some day, some way, God will use me to show Jesus to these kids. I hope that this little guy sees it in me and is drawn to Him. I hope that his father and sister see it in him and are drawn to Jesus as well. I pray that wherever he goes in life, there will be someone who knows Jesus that pours into him.
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Brrrr....right?
It's so very cold out - seriously - like this morning it's -15, minus fifteen. We are in the middle of one of the longest cold snaps in Alaska's history.
But here's the good news:
1. We've basically had uninhibited sunshine during the daylight hours - which really aren't that long, but it's still something.
2. I haven't had to shovel snow in like 2 weeks or something, so that's been pretty nice.
3. I don't have doggies anymore that I have to force to go outside for their business - I sure don't want to go outside for mine, and I always felt bad doing that.
4. I don't bother with sunscreen (that can get annoying)
5. It is absolutely breathtaking outside (not just the cold taking your breath, but the beauty too!). It is truly a winter wonderland - like the kind they make postcards out of. Can't really complain about that.
But here's the good news:
1. We've basically had uninhibited sunshine during the daylight hours - which really aren't that long, but it's still something.
2. I haven't had to shovel snow in like 2 weeks or something, so that's been pretty nice.
3. I don't have doggies anymore that I have to force to go outside for their business - I sure don't want to go outside for mine, and I always felt bad doing that.
4. I don't bother with sunscreen (that can get annoying)
5. It is absolutely breathtaking outside (not just the cold taking your breath, but the beauty too!). It is truly a winter wonderland - like the kind they make postcards out of. Can't really complain about that.
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